guilt feelings
January 3, 2008
03 To my family mama and i argued again. ang gulo namin. u know what i envy my husband coz he got a good parents, good family. its not that i am saying hindi mabuti ang magulang ko, siguro malaki lang ang pagkakaiba nila. ako kasi last na nasasaktan pag nag-aaway kami ng mama ko. di ko naman gusto na nasasagot ko sya, kaso di ko matiis ba na mangatwiran. i got to explain my side or else i would die hurting. ganun ako eh. gusto ko naipapaliwanag ko sarili ko kung ano ang alam kong tama. kaso palagi pa din kami nagka-clash. i'm praying hard for patience & self control. kasi sabi sa Bible, Obey your parents… right? but i don't know really kasi di naman ako sasagot kung alam kong mali ako.
i really want to have a good family. yung walang away-away. di ako palaaway, tahimik lang akong type na tao. kung kaya ko lang talaga na dibdibin lahat ng problema ko at sama ng loob ko gagawin ko. dati siguro yon kaso i'm already fed up. di na kasya sa utak ko at sa puso ko mga sakit at sama ng loob ko. i just cry to God na lang. Siya ang pinaka-outlet ko eh. di ba sabi sa Bible, He keeps our tears in bottles? ilang bottles na kaya yung sa kin?
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Thanks to kevin of tripledouble.i.ph! yeah, honor & respect comes obedience…
Posted by kayevelasquez at January 7, 2008, 9:57 amAll comments are moderated. Your comments will not appear here unless approved by the blog owner. Thank you.
not obey. honor and respect.
just passing through, and couldn’t help but comment! link ex?
Posted by kevin at January 6, 2008, 11:56 pm